Just three paychecks away from having more than a grand in my checking account. Back to the good ole’ days! I’m so happy! Also I haven’t bought a pack of cigarettes in three days!

Risin’ to the street
Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet
Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong
Got to find a reason why my money’s all gone
I got a dalmation, and I can still get high
I can play the guitar like a mother fucking riot

this week is about to be awesome. i work tomorrow morning and then im hanging with my bros. then i work tuesday morning and then glee is finally back on! then i work wednesday and hanging out with my broskis again. then i babysit thursday and getting my nails done and redying my hair. then it’s friday. and that means i’m going away. my mommy is driving me to the train station and then im off to hyde park. i can’t wait. literally i have been waiting for this weekend for the passed two months and it’s finally happening. and im happy my mommy is paying for my train ticket :) i love her <3

I am sitting on my roof listening to some Bon Iver and thinking about my life. I am more than happy with where I am in my life right now. I have a wonderful family that supports me in everything that I do and are there for me every step of the way. The only thing that I am currently regretting is leaving for a university. Don’t get me wrong, I have made some wonderful friends at Mercer, but I physically just can’t be living here right now. I need to move on and get away for a while. I want to know what it’s like to miss my family, my home, and my friends. I want to expand my knowledge about the world around me. I want to go somewhere new and learn to live on my own. The only thing that’s holding me back? My bank account. I know I shouldn’t be sharing this information on the internet, but honestly, its tumblr. That’s what this website is for. To vent. I currently have $800 to my name. I’m basically broke with how the economy is right now. I am working one part-time job that I currently love at the movie theater but it’s safe to say I need another job. I need to earn enough money to be able to support myself. I am going to be nineteen at the end of the summer, and by that time I would like to have a new car and know exactly where I want to go to earn my Degree in Interior Design. I know this post probably makes no sense at all because I’m rambling, but that’s what my head feels like right now. A big mess. I want it fixed. Tomorrow I am going to be applying for more jobs this way I can hopefully be on my way to earning more money to consider myself “financially stable” and my age. Okay, I am finally finished with my rant.